South Africa
Well, the bags are packed- ours and the girls'. My mom and aunt will be at our house around 10am. One car will take us to the airport and the other car will take the girls back to my parent's house for the next 12 days.
I'm doing pretty good right now but not sure I will sleep much tonight. I can't really pinpoint my anxieties right now- it's all kind of wrapped up together. Okay, maybe I can. We've never left the girls for this long, I mean I think one night is all we've been apart from them. I hope they don't wear my parents out too much or this may be the last trip ever. Flying for 19 hours is not exactly my idea of fun, but I keep reminding myself that I'm happy about not having to wrestle three little ones for that length of time! I'm trying not to think about the fact that we will be in a piece of metal in the sky for that long, I mean how can they stay up for so long? Don't answer that.
I was feeling very anxious on Wednesday and on the way to Bible study I asked God for a "fresh word" from Him. I've actually never prayed that because sometimes I just think His Word is speaking all the time. Anyway. I was desperate and it just flew out of my mouth while driving. There was also a song on the radio with a line that said, "just cry out to Jesus" so I did! I got to Bible study and the video started (Breaking Free by Beth Moore) and I kid you not, she had some exact words for me about anxiety and praying. I was dumbfounded, then I cried. I just love it when I know He is speaking to me. Who am I that He would know my name? God is with me, I will not be afraid!
So, with that said, here are some things I would like to ask you to pray:
*For the girls to have a fun, safe time and that they would not be too sad. For the 12 days
to pass quickly for them
*For on-time flights so we won't miss our connection in Atlanta. (The flight is overbooked and
we do not have seats at the moment. First class anyone? YES PLEASE. Ha)
*For my stomach to be at peace in the morning (This is huge for me)
*That we would just soak up family time and enjoy every minute of this once-in-a-lifetime trip
Thank you so much. I'm very grateful for any of you who would pray for us. I'm not sure if I'll be blogging from SA or not. If I get a chance I'll drop in and let you know about our flights. Have a great week!